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Monday, June 4, 2012
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
Invasion 2012
So again the invasion happens. And this year, it was no screw up, no bombshell. It was fucking awesome. I'm gonna make this short and put a video from it, but I would like to say that it was one of the best memories I'll have from highschool. Just considering the relation to all the bombshells in the past, this year was just plain fun.
Friday, May 11, 2012
Games I've been playing.
So it's the dry season of gaming. The point where no big titles are coming out. Most of the crap that IS coming out is really bad. It's just the games from small publishers, indie games, crap like that. And I mean mostly. There still being the few gem releases every now and again like Prototype 2. With major titles coming up this fall like Black Ops 2, Halo 4, and Assassins Creed 3 it's hard to really care about anything that's making it's way into my hands lately. All except Diablo 3.
Now, I know what you're thinking. Why so many sequels? Will there ever be a new original game idea? The answer is yes, and the answer is no. For the time being, people are rather comfortable with their sequels, and publishers are making gross amounts of money off them as is. Why fix what isn't broken? I'd imagine in the next five years the sequelitis will have to settle down and publishers will actually think about the games they make again. No longer will we see titles with a number after it. (Except for Halo five and six, which will further ruin the games I used to love.) But back to Diablo 3. As far as sequels go, this is something that is actually needed and will be a HUGE improvement to the Diablo branch of Blizzard. Diablo 2 could hardly be called 3 demensional, and looked like complete shit. But it was fun. Some of the most fun I've ever had with a dungeon crawler. The possibilities were endless, and it was just straight up fun killing people and taking their ears. Keep this in mind, it was made in the 90's. It's 2012. That is a century in the gaming world. Hell, even a year or two can put your game back in the stone age with the new graphical and gameplay developments. Diablo 3 is going to take everything people loved about Diablo 2, give it a new paint job, a new set of classes and skils, and a brand new story where we get to fuck up that big ass demon again. Needless to say, i'm excited.
Now a little less looking toward the future, and let's take a look at a game i've recently played called "Marvel Ultimate Alliance 2." I'm a freak about marvel, and I love all of their heroes, so it's rather amazing that I didn't realize this came out so long ago. It starts out in some random ass country, and Fury takes Iron Man, Captain America, Spider-Man, and Wolverine to go kill some crazy bitch who wants to take over the world or something. To tell you the truth I kinda blew right through it and didn't really see the significance to the plot, except for a few years time skip where they show the group killing the girl presumed dead in the random ass place whose trying to blow up the city. Shortly after that Iron Man and Cap discover Fury is a huge dickhead and blow up one of his drones. You kinda see that Fury is just a crazy bastard the whole game. Now gameplay is awesome. You play with four different Marvel heroes and you can switch between all of them and their unique powers. And that's not the best part, you can combine their powers to do some crazy ass finishers. Nothing was more fun to be than letting Iron Man shoot lasers at Wolverines claws and having him deflect them everywhere and kill everything. One of the best parts of this game (I'm not sure if this is any sort of canon to the real story lines of Marvel) the government makes it so superheroes have to register with the government or be killed and Captain America leads a resistance against Iron Man and shield. Needless to say (Playing as wolverine the whole time) I loved joining Cap and seeing him beat Iron Man's ass. I'm not going to spoil anymore, but I'd highly reccomend this game if you're into the superhero business. And a tip from me, fuck everyone from the fantastic four, they're all horrible. Especially the human torch. Just stick to this guy and the mutant healing factor >:D
Friday, May 4, 2012
Procrastination
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Picture unrelated
Today is Friday yet again, it's humid, it's rainy, lightning all last night. I'm sick. Maybe it's a seasonal thing. Makes me glad i'm going to college more up north. The blog is a fun way to not work on my English portfolio, considering I'm sick and don't want to work. My school's prom is tonight I think. Don't really care. Gonna go chill with my friends. Besides, I'm going to Cortland's next week. Not sure how lame that will be. So yeah. There we go.
Thursday, May 3, 2012
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
Robots
So, yesterday Black Ops 2 release date was announced. And I'm psyched. Mostly because every single treyarch CoD game has been placed in the 20th century. Be it WW2 or WW1, even vietnam(Black Ops.) Now they're really pushing their limits by throwing us into the year 2025 where unmanned armies of robots have fallen into the wrong hands, and war ravages the world. After the previous installment I'm pretty excited to see what they do with the story of the single player. After such a time skip who knows what could happen. I also hope they make the multiplayer a little better because lets face it, Black Ops sucked in that department.
Oh. And there better be Zombies. Or I'll be pissed.
Friday, April 27, 2012
Friday frrriiiiiidddaayyyyy.
Friday, usually I would spend my night doing miscellaneous fun things with my bros but unfortunately due to some progress report nonsense, they can't. So that's cool. I left my car parked in the lot beside my house. I'm sort of wondering if it has a ticket on it. Would I be surprised? No. No, not really.
So, two days ago I beat a game that had just come out called Prototype 2. Perhaps you've heard of it. I would like to start out by saying it was literally the best game I've played in 2012 and I'm not sure what exactly could top it in the future. You take the role of soldier James Heller. Which is a bit different from the first game, as the first game you play as a crazy ass scientist that got superpowers by unleashing a virus on NYC named Alex Mercer. Essentially, Mercers virus killed Hellers wife and he was a bit pissed, intent on killing Mercer. You start out in a tank, which is shortly blown right the fuck up and you are the only surviving member of your team in the highly infected Manhattan area. You find out the one who blew your shit up was Mercer himself, and you kindly go slit his throat. Now if you know anything about the first game, you would know that a knife couldn't kill Mercer. Never. He knocks you back, then prods you to follow him. On your little walk, a few of the new enemies attack you. You kill a brawler with a knife. Which is a little ridiculous, as they're giant gorilla like infected, but I can't really complain. It was badass. A more notable experience is running away from a Behemoth. A giant-ass new type of enemy that will fuck you up. Real bad. After all this, Mercer finds you and infects you, turning you into a super-powered crazy fuck. And after a rather painful realization and an escape from a lab, you are now running the streets of NYC, with a small truce between you and Mercer.
I was okay with this. Mostly because I really liked Mercer in the first game. The gameplay in the game is absolutely incredible. The first game times 100. It's just so great, the design is so perfect, the combat is so engaging. I'd recommend it to absolutely everyone. So yeah... go play it...
So, two days ago I beat a game that had just come out called Prototype 2. Perhaps you've heard of it. I would like to start out by saying it was literally the best game I've played in 2012 and I'm not sure what exactly could top it in the future. You take the role of soldier James Heller. Which is a bit different from the first game, as the first game you play as a crazy ass scientist that got superpowers by unleashing a virus on NYC named Alex Mercer. Essentially, Mercers virus killed Hellers wife and he was a bit pissed, intent on killing Mercer. You start out in a tank, which is shortly blown right the fuck up and you are the only surviving member of your team in the highly infected Manhattan area. You find out the one who blew your shit up was Mercer himself, and you kindly go slit his throat. Now if you know anything about the first game, you would know that a knife couldn't kill Mercer. Never. He knocks you back, then prods you to follow him. On your little walk, a few of the new enemies attack you. You kill a brawler with a knife. Which is a little ridiculous, as they're giant gorilla like infected, but I can't really complain. It was badass. A more notable experience is running away from a Behemoth. A giant-ass new type of enemy that will fuck you up. Real bad. After all this, Mercer finds you and infects you, turning you into a super-powered crazy fuck. And after a rather painful realization and an escape from a lab, you are now running the streets of NYC, with a small truce between you and Mercer.
I was okay with this. Mostly because I really liked Mercer in the first game. The gameplay in the game is absolutely incredible. The first game times 100. It's just so great, the design is so perfect, the combat is so engaging. I'd recommend it to absolutely everyone. So yeah... go play it...
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
Music Fight.
So it's a pretty good length into April now. Wrote my last post the day before my birthday. So now I'm 18. Woohoo. I can buy tobacco, porn, and I can gamble. All the "Finer" things in life. It's been a bit boring around here, and april seems to be dragging on harder than I ever would've imagined. I guess with college in the future and highschool's end also close by, I'm a little anxious for the change. Aside from all of this, let's get to where I'm going with this.
So as I've explained in one of my older posts, I'm in a band. Netherwind is not very well known, and we have hardly 100 likes on facebook. Yet, as we get further onto the local music scene I'm starting to notice a lot of hostility. A lot of "my band is better than yours" and "you guys fucking suck, we're so much fucking better." I just can't understand the reasoning behind all of it. It's fascinating seeing these bands just rip each others throats out over trivial things. So, for example, my last show I played with a band named Neon Guillotine which is another local band from around here. As shows go, I met the members of the band, as they met us and they were some cool guys. Like honestly, they were a bunch of nice people who simply wanted to share their music. Two shows ago I played with a band called Jonestown, a local band from Syracuse. Now, they did get a new vocalist since that show, but they were all pretty cool people. And as I've mentioned before their drummer used to be in a band with me. However, their new vocalist verbally attacked Neon Guillotine shortly before our show, telling them they suck and how he fucked NG's vocalist's girlfriend/fiancee I DON'T know exactly the context. All I know is it was harsh and uncalled for and overall unprofessional. And the drummer even had the nerve to send me a message saying, "Good luck playing with Neon Guillotine guys. I heard they're pissed that our vocalist fucked so and so." I just couldn't believe it. How is that relevant to the show at all? Or why would we care? It seems like the local music scene around here has deteriorated. Not totally, there's still decent people out there who haven't lost sight of what's important. (Ex: NG and NW) It seems like most only care about getting famous, and you know what I say to that? Who the fuck cares! Not me! The reason I'm even in NW is because I enjoy what I do and I have fun playing our music for people. That's what being in a band is all about. Sharing the music with others. Not putting down other bands and trashing their music. Music is something that should be respected, doesn't mean you have to like it. And I know I'm ranting a bit but jesus man lol. People need to wise up.
And I'm not saying I haven't called a band shit before, we all have. But I will not deny musical/lyrical talent when I see it. And it just so happens, that most of the popular artists these days, have neither of those things and are in fact,
Total. Shit.
So as I've explained in one of my older posts, I'm in a band. Netherwind is not very well known, and we have hardly 100 likes on facebook. Yet, as we get further onto the local music scene I'm starting to notice a lot of hostility. A lot of "my band is better than yours" and "you guys fucking suck, we're so much fucking better." I just can't understand the reasoning behind all of it. It's fascinating seeing these bands just rip each others throats out over trivial things. So, for example, my last show I played with a band named Neon Guillotine which is another local band from around here. As shows go, I met the members of the band, as they met us and they were some cool guys. Like honestly, they were a bunch of nice people who simply wanted to share their music. Two shows ago I played with a band called Jonestown, a local band from Syracuse. Now, they did get a new vocalist since that show, but they were all pretty cool people. And as I've mentioned before their drummer used to be in a band with me. However, their new vocalist verbally attacked Neon Guillotine shortly before our show, telling them they suck and how he fucked NG's vocalist's girlfriend/fiancee I DON'T know exactly the context. All I know is it was harsh and uncalled for and overall unprofessional. And the drummer even had the nerve to send me a message saying, "Good luck playing with Neon Guillotine guys. I heard they're pissed that our vocalist fucked so and so." I just couldn't believe it. How is that relevant to the show at all? Or why would we care? It seems like the local music scene around here has deteriorated. Not totally, there's still decent people out there who haven't lost sight of what's important. (Ex: NG and NW) It seems like most only care about getting famous, and you know what I say to that? Who the fuck cares! Not me! The reason I'm even in NW is because I enjoy what I do and I have fun playing our music for people. That's what being in a band is all about. Sharing the music with others. Not putting down other bands and trashing their music. Music is something that should be respected, doesn't mean you have to like it. And I know I'm ranting a bit but jesus man lol. People need to wise up.
And I'm not saying I haven't called a band shit before, we all have. But I will not deny musical/lyrical talent when I see it. And it just so happens, that most of the popular artists these days, have neither of those things and are in fact,
Total. Shit.
Friday, March 30, 2012
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
The Prestige: Book Review
So, last marking period in my school I took a creative writing course with my current English teacher. I really liked the class, as it mostly consisted of watching movies and writing with those movies structures and themes. One movie stood out in particular to me and that was The Prestige. It was an incredible movie that made me wish I could have seventh period a few times in a row so I could watch the whole thing. At that point I figured out that there was a book that the movie was loosely based off of, and after a friend of mine had bought and read it, it was my turn to give it a read. (It just so happens that this assigned book review is part of a grade and I read the right book!)
To start off, the book is told from multiple perspective throughout. The first section explained a man named Andrew Wesley, who was investigating a news story and came across a young lady named Kate Angier. She asks him to stay, as she believes he is actually Nicholas Borden, who was believed to die when they were both young. She invites him to read the stories of their ancestors, Rupert Angier and Alfred Borden. And so they do, and the book really gets going with the tale of Alfred Borden. I think this was probably my second favorite part of this book, simply because I loved the way that Borden's character wrote. (It was recorded as a diary/journal/yaddayadda) Here was explained the feud that the book is all tied around. At a seance that Angier was doing, Borden attempts to expose him and starts this crazy fight that lasts both of their lives. This creates a crazy chain of events leading to a wild and fantastical story, which also includes revelations of Nicholas Borden's story, as well as Angier's side of the feud. Each of these perspectives unravel an absolutely insane plot that will always have you wanting more.
(Summary is kept brief! As I would not like to spoil this incredible work to those who have not read it.)
Overall I loved the book. It was honestly the best read I've had in a long time. I think it was the way it was told that really caught my attention. Borden's perspective was so interesting and it really caught your attention. You could really get a feel for the character, as if he really existed! Which I think in the end is what all writers want to entice the reader into thinking. Although I found the beginning parts of Andrew's story to be a bit dry, his parts of the story became equally as interesting. The funny part was, Christopher Priest(The author, oh yeah, did I forget to mention that?), was so good at making each character have their own personality. I felt like I was really reading Angier's side of the feud through his journals and not just a stupid interpretation, a ditto Borden's. Also, I found Angier's part of the story to be the most interesting by far. The parts of the book were recorded as journal entries and always had you wanting to turn the page to see what happened next. I give the book a 9/10. Simply because of my slight disinterest in Andrew's introduction. Though, I guess I can't really expect a book to grab me at the first paragraph.
Also. Go see the movie. A lot different, but it's so good it may influence you to read the book.
(Summary is kept brief! As I would not like to spoil this incredible work to those who have not read it.)
Overall I loved the book. It was honestly the best read I've had in a long time. I think it was the way it was told that really caught my attention. Borden's perspective was so interesting and it really caught your attention. You could really get a feel for the character, as if he really existed! Which I think in the end is what all writers want to entice the reader into thinking. Although I found the beginning parts of Andrew's story to be a bit dry, his parts of the story became equally as interesting. The funny part was, Christopher Priest(The author, oh yeah, did I forget to mention that?), was so good at making each character have their own personality. I felt like I was really reading Angier's side of the feud through his journals and not just a stupid interpretation, a ditto Borden's. Also, I found Angier's part of the story to be the most interesting by far. The parts of the book were recorded as journal entries and always had you wanting to turn the page to see what happened next. I give the book a 9/10. Simply because of my slight disinterest in Andrew's introduction. Though, I guess I can't really expect a book to grab me at the first paragraph.
Also. Go see the movie. A lot different, but it's so good it may influence you to read the book.
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Tuesday
So, I woke up today thinking it was Wednesday and was unhappily surprised at the fact that it was Tuesday. It's hot. Like, I don't like when it's over 65 degrees, and although it may not be quite that, it is muggy as fuck. I hate when I have to sit in school and sweat all day. So over the weekend was Saint Patrick's day, which me and my friends appropriately named it Saint Rachet's day. If you don't know why you can look it up on urban dictionary or something. Perhaps we're just so hip that we're the only ones who say it. Needless to say, it was a good time. The purpose of today's blog is to simply ease back into the whole blogging business after the weekend of forgetting about it. So, sorry this isn't anything interesting. First period, can't exactly expect much to come from my brain here.
Thursday, March 15, 2012
The title
So, as it would seem, 7th period has become the time for me to throw an entry down for this blog. I've considered pre-recording vlogs for days where I don't want to write. I do plan to write on this daily, or at least on weekdays. Once if not twice a day. Today, I will explain why this blog came into existence and what the subjects are I write about.
Why: Well the main reason why is that it is a grade for my English class. Then again, why the hell would I write for only the class? Well, I wouldn't, but I like writing and I like expressing my views and what better way to do it than a site that only my classmates can see and not the enormous amounts of people on facebook who would disagree with me, bitch, piss, and moan. So there, is my reason for keeping an active blog.
What:
Okay so clearly you can read at the top "Games, Metal, and shit I talk about." Or however I punctuated that. Here's what that means.
Games: I'll be honest, I play a fuckton(for lack of a better term) of videogames and I often want to express how I feel about certain games, publishers, mechanics yadda yadda. Here it seems pretty open, and some of the people that play the games with me can see what I have been writing. Plus, I can rag on games that other gamers would drag me down to a ditch and beat my ass for.
Metal: Like I said in my previous post, my main music genre that I listen to/play is Metal. Be it metalcore, metal, death metal, it doesn't matter. I listen to it all and more. Here, i'm going to be sharing my thoughts on new metal albums and bands, updating you guys on my band personally, and so forth.
Shit I talk about: This is just generalizing any other posts I make on here. Because lets face it, although the two fields above are popular in my life, there are other things that go on in the world and i'd like to address my opinions on those as well. These will consist of either my life's events, politcal/media events, or even random shit I've observed in my day. (My English assignments will be classified under this category as well.)
Why: Well the main reason why is that it is a grade for my English class. Then again, why the hell would I write for only the class? Well, I wouldn't, but I like writing and I like expressing my views and what better way to do it than a site that only my classmates can see and not the enormous amounts of people on facebook who would disagree with me, bitch, piss, and moan. So there, is my reason for keeping an active blog.
What:
Okay so clearly you can read at the top "Games, Metal, and shit I talk about." Or however I punctuated that. Here's what that means.
Games: I'll be honest, I play a fuckton(for lack of a better term) of videogames and I often want to express how I feel about certain games, publishers, mechanics yadda yadda. Here it seems pretty open, and some of the people that play the games with me can see what I have been writing. Plus, I can rag on games that other gamers would drag me down to a ditch and beat my ass for.
Metal: Like I said in my previous post, my main music genre that I listen to/play is Metal. Be it metalcore, metal, death metal, it doesn't matter. I listen to it all and more. Here, i'm going to be sharing my thoughts on new metal albums and bands, updating you guys on my band personally, and so forth.
Shit I talk about: This is just generalizing any other posts I make on here. Because lets face it, although the two fields above are popular in my life, there are other things that go on in the world and i'd like to address my opinions on those as well. These will consist of either my life's events, politcal/media events, or even random shit I've observed in my day. (My English assignments will be classified under this category as well.)
And that's about it for this period's entry, here's a spinny thing to stare at.
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Netherwind
So I'm sitting here in my 7th period study hall. Nothing to do, and no one to talk to besides the white box I can put words into. I think there's a class in here. Way more people than usual. The system here is so screwed up with how they go about their passes to the library. Regardless, anything is better than Drake's room. At least here I can go on a computer and do this.
So, it's time I explain the picture at the top of this blog. That is a picture of me and my band, Netherwind. I think it was about...tenth grade that a friend asked me if I wanted to be in his metal band with another one of my friends. I of course accepted and started playing guitar for it. Now here's the fun part, I suck at guitar, and quite frankly we were all pretty bad at the time. But I can't explain how cool it was to say that I was in a band! A metal band! By the end of middleschool all I could listen to was metal. So the first arrangement, and I say arrangement because the band never happened, was Her Void. A fictional post-hardcore project me and two other friends had made with the discovery of our instruments. At the time I was with Aaron, my best friend and the guitarist of my current band, and Dan who later became the vocalist of my next endeavor. That, was of course, Aggro. A shoddy line-up of mulitple people that had either been in the fictional band or helped bring us together. Just with our luck, The Invasion was created the year we started. It was a school fundraiser to show off your band and help the school rake in a little cash. I'll explain a bit further on, but I will say that not once have we successfully (In any line-up) played The Invasion. We worked with a temporary drummer until the show, which I will post the video below. It was in every essence, a bombshell. But everyone in the crowd who liked us loved it, because I guess they couldn't understand a damn thing that was happening. Shortly after that, we lost our drummer and picked up a new one. Unfortunately as well, we lost our lead vocalist and I was bumped up to the lead. I had a lot of fun too. Although I was hardly any good at it and would often get extreme headaches from doing the screamed vocals improperly. A few month before the second Invasion, our drummer had a bit of a fallout with the rest of us and he left. We were luckily able to adopt a new one, Alex who is now the drummer of a pretty successful local band named Jonestown. It was then I made the suggestion that my friend Daulton be bumped to lead vocals and I go to bass guitar(which we had been lacking throughout our time together) However, due to various circumstances, the rhythm guitarist Kyle was put on lead and we were a four man act. After the drastic line-up change we had become, Look At You.
Now, I'm not saying I didn't enjoy my time in Look At You. Because I learned a lot from it. But damn was it high-tension for the bandmates. Practice time and transportation was always a problem, we weren't very efficient with our writing regiment, amongst other things. But for a time, it was the most fun shit I had. We had a decent setlist, a few original songs, and The Invasion was right around the corner. The Invasion was less of a bombshell than the last, but a bombshell nonetheless. Which again is due to various reasons I'd rather not discuss. Then came our first real show at the local Youth center. And lemme tell you what, nothing felt cooler than being on that stage with the crowd in front of me jumping up and down. I had fun playing the bass, and doing back-up screaming. Everyone who went was proud, everyone who went thought we were cool (or at least it seemed it.) For a time I was on top of the world, happy that we had this going for us. Then prom came around. Which may I add, was the absolute WORST time of my life. Although I did get 300 dollars at the after-prom party haha, score. So we had a show the same day. And due to more of these unfortunate circumstances that kept happening for me, I couldn't go. Our vocalist was furious, and if I didn't already have a good bit of money spent on prom I wouldn't have gone. The other two were understanding, but that's where the wall between all of us started. Alex and Kyle didn't get along and for reasons I won't discuss nor go into high detail about, eventually that led to Alex leaving. With him gone, Look At You slowly died, even though some new drummer prospects came along, our guitarist was already long gone, and it was over.
I would post a video of one of Look At You's shows, but unfortunately they all have been taken off the web and erased from existence shortly after Netherwind was created.
And so I went along with my life, bummed, remembering the cool times of the band. Wishing things would've gone a little better. Especially after I saw Alex's new band and the headway they were making around our town. (We didn't get along for a long time after L@Y's breakup) It wasn't until one day, Aaron had talked to me about a band idea. I thought it was highly far-fetched, but he asked me to be the vocalist. Me, missing the role I once had, was more than happy to take the offer. We started out with several original songs, just me him and our drummer, Dale. And eventually got our second guitarist and bassist.
Our first show was a little rough, to say the least. But overall everyone who went had a great time. I mean even with all the mistakes, it was just fun. Definitely cool to be on the same stage Look At You had once played on again.
We started making, no, cranking out originals one by one. It was incredible! Everyone was so much more fit to be in a metal band. I can honestly say i'm more proud of my band today than any other accomplishment I may have made haha. Today, we are rather successful, making new songs, finding sources to record an EP. And often have shows locally (If you're reading this you should attend one, they're a great time!) We've even played with Jonestown and me and Alex talk frequently about the bands. Regardless. My time in bands have helped me become better as a vocalist and guitarist as well as increased my understanding of music. I'm all too grateful for that.
Our first show was a little rough, to say the least. But overall everyone who went had a great time. I mean even with all the mistakes, it was just fun. Definitely cool to be on the same stage Look At You had once played on again.
We started making, no, cranking out originals one by one. It was incredible! Everyone was so much more fit to be in a metal band. I can honestly say i'm more proud of my band today than any other accomplishment I may have made haha. Today, we are rather successful, making new songs, finding sources to record an EP. And often have shows locally (If you're reading this you should attend one, they're a great time!) We've even played with Jonestown and me and Alex talk frequently about the bands. Regardless. My time in bands have helped me become better as a vocalist and guitarist as well as increased my understanding of music. I'm all too grateful for that.
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
Oh, a Dream
So it's nearing 11:30 on this fine Tuesday night. I'm on Skype talking to a few friends. The window across the room is open and my arms are freezing, for whatever reason I lack the motivation to go over there and close it. I mean it's half way closed already. Maybe if I leave it the wind can do the rest. Just watched Chaos Theory with Ryan Reynolds. It was okay. Pretty much like any comedy/drama type deal you'd see nowadays. Pretty quiet day at school, mad boring with my first two classes being garbage and I can't even look forward to my English class with my teacher sick as a dog. So i'm not really looking forward to tomorrow. Even though I have study hall first and it'll be easy to get second period's homework done.
Picture unrelated.
I'm not exactly looking forward to sleeping either. Last night I had a nightmare, and I honestly couldn't tell you what it was about in the slightest (Which is strange because I usually remember) but it sucked hardcore. The kind of morning where you wake up and your eyes feel like someone put gorilla glue on eyelids, lights are hotter than the sun, and standing is as if your a few drinks in. Not exactly looking forward to that again, but I may be surprised by a good nights sleep, which would be nice for once. Considering sleep usually doesn't happen till the early morning. I remember this one time, I had a nightmare. It was some freaky shit, like one of those things where you have to feel yourself to make sure you're all still there. I'm not a frequent nightmare kinda guy either, like I have them once and a blue moon and they're always gruesome and horrible. Anyway, it started out with me floating, and I use that term loosely. It felt like all I could do was see. I didn't have a body. I didn't have eyes. Just vision. Haha, like that even makes sense. So my "vision" starts focused on a house. Middle of a valley, dead of winter, you can hear a piano being played from inside. Promptly, the vision goes inside the house to reveal a young woman (To who I have no idea who it is.) playing the piano. Completely normal. I see another girl up on a balcony overlooking a huge room. A bunch of paper and playing cards are spinning in an orb-like formation in the middle. The girl starts to sing. Okay, at this point my brain was telling me "Wake up Schuyler, you aren't going to like this part!" but I of course had no idea. The music quiets down and shows a little boy, dead blank stare, his eyes completely white and glazed over. Right over his shoulder behind a pillow is this fucking wraith, like I mean a witch, a tiny shrunken head and body of a girl screaming its ass off at me but I couldn't hear the scream. Almost the same instant that happened everything went completely black, it felt like my ears were ringing, it felt like my whole body was vibrating. And almost the exact same time I awoke covered in sweat and panting. Ain't that some crazy shit? I mean it ranges from me melting, to my teeth and fingers falling out/off one by one, to this kind of stuff. Nightmares are horrible things and I hate that I can remember them so vividly. I wish it wasn't so seldom that I had a great dream that I remembered to the dot. It was kind of a random thing to post about, but I felt like throwing another entry down for the 13th considering the previous one was just a music video. So at this point I think i'll retreat to my room and attempt sleep for awhile and hope I wake up with some better results. Today was far too long, and I feel like the week will be the same way. But hell, we'll see.
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I'm not exactly looking forward to sleeping either. Last night I had a nightmare, and I honestly couldn't tell you what it was about in the slightest (Which is strange because I usually remember) but it sucked hardcore. The kind of morning where you wake up and your eyes feel like someone put gorilla glue on eyelids, lights are hotter than the sun, and standing is as if your a few drinks in. Not exactly looking forward to that again, but I may be surprised by a good nights sleep, which would be nice for once. Considering sleep usually doesn't happen till the early morning. I remember this one time, I had a nightmare. It was some freaky shit, like one of those things where you have to feel yourself to make sure you're all still there. I'm not a frequent nightmare kinda guy either, like I have them once and a blue moon and they're always gruesome and horrible. Anyway, it started out with me floating, and I use that term loosely. It felt like all I could do was see. I didn't have a body. I didn't have eyes. Just vision. Haha, like that even makes sense. So my "vision" starts focused on a house. Middle of a valley, dead of winter, you can hear a piano being played from inside. Promptly, the vision goes inside the house to reveal a young woman (To who I have no idea who it is.) playing the piano. Completely normal. I see another girl up on a balcony overlooking a huge room. A bunch of paper and playing cards are spinning in an orb-like formation in the middle. The girl starts to sing. Okay, at this point my brain was telling me "Wake up Schuyler, you aren't going to like this part!" but I of course had no idea. The music quiets down and shows a little boy, dead blank stare, his eyes completely white and glazed over. Right over his shoulder behind a pillow is this fucking wraith, like I mean a witch, a tiny shrunken head and body of a girl screaming its ass off at me but I couldn't hear the scream. Almost the same instant that happened everything went completely black, it felt like my ears were ringing, it felt like my whole body was vibrating. And almost the exact same time I awoke covered in sweat and panting. Ain't that some crazy shit? I mean it ranges from me melting, to my teeth and fingers falling out/off one by one, to this kind of stuff. Nightmares are horrible things and I hate that I can remember them so vividly. I wish it wasn't so seldom that I had a great dream that I remembered to the dot. It was kind of a random thing to post about, but I felt like throwing another entry down for the 13th considering the previous one was just a music video. So at this point I think i'll retreat to my room and attempt sleep for awhile and hope I wake up with some better results. Today was far too long, and I feel like the week will be the same way. But hell, we'll see.
I See Stars
Monday, March 12, 2012
R.I.P
So, this post is a quick one. Dedicated to a young man named Pat who killed himself this evening. Let me give you a brief view of my thoughts on suicide. For the longest time, I have had no pity for those who kill themselves. I thought they were cowards, stupid, unworthy of the life they took. Today, made me realize something, no matter how cowardly the act, or how stupid the idea. Suicide hurts, and it hurts everyone around. I didn't know Pat Young like everyone else did. Hell, I gave him lunch money and that's about all she wrote. But I know he touched more lives than many could imagine. He meant a lot to a lot of people. I knew him as a happy kid who loved everything. And that his presence in Homer will not leave us. Regardless of my views of the action itself, the action happening to a person I know personally. Words can't describe that shit. This is heavy. Death always is. We should remember what has happened today. And take it to heart, who knows when the next person you love gets the motive to end their life. Take care of those you hold dear, they need you the most.
ALSO: Let me throw this nugget of info at you. If a person kills themselves, there are family who really cared about them. And I know for a FACT that if you try to show your condolences by sparking up bullshit about it happen and try to rally the masses into a memorial service, they feel major disrespect. Bow your head for these people. They deserve it. Not a bunch of random ass people who make death something to be celebrated or an excuse to wear your favorite color. A teacher I know respectfully wore a ribbon and band for the death of Ridge earlier this year. That's paying your silent respect. Get your shit straight.
5:30
So it's about 5:30. I woke up pretty early because for one thing I didn't sleep on Friday or Saturday night, and not to mention I went to bed last night around...eh 6 or 7 o'clock. Listening to a Foo Fighters song that my friends and I plan to cover for our school concert that they have annually. Which normally I'd be playing with my metal band, but the plans conflict. So there's my summary of the weekend. Nothing pressing is happening this week, I mean I do have a test today that I'm so unprepared for that I just want to skip the class. Other than that though, pretty boring week ahead of me. Probably going to play a lot of videogames...
"Fury itself supplies arms."
Specifically, World of Warcraft, which I still have a subscription for and haven't played with the release of games I could much rather be playing. It seems to me that WoW has set the equation for all MMOs. Mostly because you can't really be a successful MMO these days without being, or trying to be WoW. Which would make a person think, "Why doesn't everyone play WoW if it is the best MMO?" Well, mechanically, I'd say it is the best, right next to Star Wars: The Old Republic. As far as content and community goes, I think that it's gone way down the drain after killing off all of the main villians from the RTS series of Warcraft and letting the game be more accessible to a younger audience. Nothing will feel the same as raiding Black Temple in the first expansion pack back in middle school. Now the health and mana scores are in the hundred-thousands, the villians and mosters are less entertaining and you can't really establish a connection to them like you could the old stuff. Deathwing, the main villian in the latest expansion, wasn't even heard of by the majority of the Warcraft audience until its release. However, I plan on playing it this week, mostly because I believe there is still hope for this MMO with content. The next expansion pack (Although it SOUNDS absolutely retarted) actually is going back to the things that made the game good, and that's the struggle between the two factions. So I have that to look forward to. Plus a PvP expansion means I finally get to go arms. I'm fucking sick of fury.
Friday, March 9, 2012
Dead People
Thursday, March 8, 2012
An Introduction
Okay, so. In finding this page I assume you are either a friend of mine or a complete stranger. Pretty vague assumption, right? Most people call me Sky but you can refer to me as you please. The purpose for this blog is still in the works as far as i'm concerned. I'm not a politics enthusiast, sports jocky, or movie critic. However, if it's one thing I do, it's observe. The people around me, in particular my school, provide me with plenty of interesting prospects for blogging posts. I will not give any light to a subject to this first post, for as you can see it doesn't have one other than the fact that it's the first.
Today, rather, yesterday I heard of a video going viral exceedingly fast. Something about a man named Joesph Kony. Now, let's be honest, I only watched about half of the 30-minute video and I don't feel the least bit deprived of its contents. It describes a young man who spent time in Africa and met a young boy named Jacob, whose brother was killed by rebels. Sad story right? Let's continue. The video constantly weaves in and out of this facebook talk. As if it holds any relevance to this african child that seems like the meat of the video. Call me misinformed, ignorant or even stupid but this doesn't seem like the sort of thing that should be sparking our attention as much as it is. Just a few years ago I remember people wearing shirts in support of Darfur, which is an African country, state, province fuck if I know. Now I doubt there is a person in my class who care/remember this event at all. Africa has some problems, we all know it does. Perhaps it doesn't really need the intervention of big countries. Some people forget that we have problems of our own back here, the trillions of dollars of debt, and we shouldn't be wasting resources on problems we already knew were there. The fact of the matter is, people are using events such as this to think they are "hip" or "caring" and then looking down on people like me who don't give two shits when in reality they're no better. A highschool student is not going to give money to a random charity for people in a different country, as much as they say they support it. Again, this is just a thought and I do not intend to offend anyone. I understand that what is happening over there is some gruesome shit. But look at it this way, it ain't happening to us. Everything in this world is only as big a deal as you make it.
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